| Friday, November 18th, 2005 |
| 9:24 pm |
After 350 entries, 1,525 comments posted and 1,084 recieved I've decided to give up on this journal. I need to move onto something new and better in the realm of online journaling. On top of that I've gone by the moniker "Flipbook" for too long. I can't stand to look at it anymore. The story behind that name is extremely stupid and I don't claim it as my own anymore. If you still want to read what I have to say, ask and I will tell. Current Music: Simon & Garfunkel - The Only Living Boy In New York |
| 7:06 pm |
I'm pissy right now, and I don't know why. It sucks Current Music: The Devil Makes Three - Graveyard |
| Sunday, November 13th, 2005 |
| 4:29 pm |
Do you Indigo? ( Read more... ) Current Mood: pensiveCurrent Music: Matt & Kim - Jesse Jane |
| 3:13 pm |
I'm bored ( Read more... )The show was really good last night. We showed up a little late, but it was all good. I walked in right as Jay and Fletcher were playing, and it was good. Jay was really funny as well. I liked most of the other bands as well, barring the Few, they need to get a new singer. It was a good night, no plates were thrown. Current Mood: mischievousCurrent Music: Zombie - The Cranberries |
| Wednesday, October 5th, 2005 |
| 1:30 am |
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As the days have passed by me, in what seems like hours, I have come to the firm conclusion I want to be a writer. Maybe it is from the immense inspiration I have had in regards to my poetry. In a span of five days I have written more then a dozen poems, most are drivel, but the important thing is my mind is working creatively again. This wave of motivation may be from working on the show; getting back up on stage has gotten my "juices flowing" as they say. I'm not entirely sure who "they are" but that is what they say. But as I reach into my thoughts to attempt to retrieve the source of my creative outburst, I continually come to one final conclusion. John Rose. When I think of how he told me I could be a writer, I was honestly shocked. I can't remember a time when someone has given me such a compliment in my life. I can count the number of times my father has told me that he is proud of me on one hand, and I can never remember anyone expressing to me such praise. I am going to do it. I don't know how, and I don't really care. I want to write for a living. And that is what I am going to do. |
| Sunday, October 2nd, 2005 |
| 1:46 pm |
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| Wednesday, September 28th, 2005 |
| 5:04 pm |
For those of you who have ransacked my music collection: If any of you still have the five tracks from Amanda Noa, please let me know. Because I can't find my copy of their CD. |
| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 |
| 2:06 pm |
Two random things that make me rather happy. 1. In one of my friend's classes today, his professor used my car as an example of self expression. B. My Developmental Writing professor told me that I could be writer. That makes me happy, along with coming home in a couple of weeks. Current Mood: aggravatedCurrent Music: Redundant Teacher |
| Wednesday, September 21st, 2005 |
| 2:17 am |
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| 12:29 am |
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Survey and a quiz ( Read more... )I was also going to another survey about interests. But as I kept generating the page, I realized that the interests on my list were not accurate anymore. Things that I don't want to do anymore. Things that I don't like anymore. And if I was still into the interest in question, I didn't like that I still had it listed. So needless to say I have gone from 150 interests to under 50. And that makes me happy. Current Mood: pensiveCurrent Music: Devil Makes Three - For My Family |
| Monday, September 19th, 2005 |
| 5:45 pm |
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| Sunday, September 18th, 2005 |
| 11:37 pm |
To Whom It May ConcernTo Whom It May Concern What would you say to me? If I said I love you Would you Should you Reject me I can see it through Your doll’s eyes You don’t Believe What you Perceive To be My lies My words reflect The monsters of My most inner Thoughts and feelings To you, I could not tell a lie As I try to Compose my Thoughts into Words I fail In my seemingly Effortless attempts To prove to you My consistent Love and devotion I sat in silence With what I know now To be An unrequited love I sat in silence While we both Thought About when this Inevitable day would come I know now That you would not Be the one to reject me I, I would be the one to reject you Because I know I should Current Mood: PoeticCurrent Music: Reuban's Guitar Playing Outside of Four |
| Friday, September 9th, 2005 |
| 10:15 am |
The Merits of Rap/Hip Hop
"I met a critic I made her shit her draws She said she tought Hip Hop was only guns and alcohol I said "Oh hell naw!" but yet it's that too You can't discrimahate because you done read a book or 2" Outkast - Humble Mumble As I read every application for this community, the attitudes of the members really gets to me. Specfically in reagards to Rap and Hip Hop. I am huge fan of Rap and Hip Hop, and seems that a good portion of this community is willing to look past Top 40 radio to find good Punk, Metal, Soul, Nu-Metal, and other Rock based forms of music. But when it comes to listening to Rap and Hip Hop, all they can get is that Rap is full of idiots who only care about Guns, Bitches and 40s. This disapoints me to no end. The opening stanza of this entry is from Outkast, as you very well can see, I feel this line descripes Hip Hop to a tee. Yes, there is a certain aspect to the music that is about Guns, Bitches and 40s, but there is so much more then that. Take a look at this lines if you will. ( Lyrics )50 Cent, Eminem, Jay Z and all the others out there on Top 40 radio, making money talking about bitches and 40s, do not repesent Hip Hop at all. I recomend these artists. Mos Def Run-DMC Grandmaster Flash and The Furious Five Public Enmey Common Talib Kewli Arrested Delvopment And if you are interested at all in seeing where the Bitches and Hoe's thing comes from, I highly recommend N.W.A and Ice T. The fore-fathers of Gangsta Raps Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: War of the Worlds (The Radio Show) |
| 12:07 am |
So I guess since I have a realiable, constant access to internet, I might as well actually update. I am currently attending school in southeastern Vermont. I am attending Landmark CollegeThe school is the only school of it's kind in the world, it is a two year school solely for students with learning disablities. I am one of 420 students, all of us with learning disabities. Imagine that if you will, 420 AD/HD kids, all one campus. Scary isn't it? My schedule is full of all none credit course, but that's ok. I am taking a 20th Century History Course, which is really cool. A course on the writing and giving of speeches. An Intro to Reading and Study Skills which I hate. My last class (which is really my second of the day, but who really cares) is insane. On my first day with this class, I walk into the room and on the board there is a message that says "Meet me by the tennis courts, by the light gray van in five minutes" Our professor, John Rose, who looks like Hugh Jackman circa X-Men, is standing there and he recites what is written on the board. Now the only way I can describe this man's speaking voice, for those of you who will understand what this means, is that Marcus looks worse then Ben when compared to this man. As we all walk to the van he tells us to get in. We all get in and he proceeds to drive us to Basketville, a store in Putney (the town where my school is). He asks for four volunteers, and they get out of the van, he hands them each a piece of paper and gives them a little schpeal. He then drives us to the Putney General Store, where I get out. Standing outside of the store, he gives us the same piece of paper and tells us to enter the store, as discretly as possible, pick someone out, and follow them. We are to answer the questions on the piece of paper. He also tells that if we get caught and are in trouble he will take the blame. The past two days have been spent watching The Atomic CafeHow fucking cool is that? Screw dealing with the syllabus, screw going over the structure and purpose the class. He's creative. I think I'm the only one in the whole class who got any of it. Putney's pretty cool. We're two hours away from Burlington and Boston. We're four hours for New York City and pretty damn close to Marlboro. Simon's Rock isn't too far either, but I don't know how far. Before I leave, I will you give these words of wisdom. "Be Good, And If You Can't, Be Good At It.: Current Mood: weirdCurrent Music: Dave Matthews Band - I Did It |
| Monday, September 5th, 2005 |
| 1:28 pm |
Oh for those who do not know, I am currently in southeastern Vermont Current Mood: hungryCurrent Music: marc brossard - home |
| Wednesday, June 1st, 2005 |
| 9:40 am |
Thomas Tagged Me List your current six favourite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same. 1) Chris Issak - Wicked Games2) No Doubt - Spider Webs3) 3 Doors Down - Let Me Go4) Marc Broussard - Home5) Ryan Adams - New York New York6) Anna Nalick - Breathe (2AM) soumma bobcat_sal covered_in_clay bigcurlygiant simplyponder inlivingcolour Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: None |
| Thursday, May 12th, 2005 |
| 8:49 pm |
FNG
Top Five Records Of All Time. The albums on this list have to fit three criteria. A) The album on a whole, does it flow well. If it is a choppy album, is it intentinally choppy. B) Indvidual songs, can all of the songs stand on their own. If I were to skip to a random track, would I be satisfied. C) Finally, is it a good ablum for both straight up listening to and also as background music. Can I through the record on at a party or discussion and not have it be overpowering. In my most humble opinion, these five albums meet my criteria. In No Particular Order: 1) Ryan Adams - Heartbreaker2) Dropkick Murpheys - Do Or Die3) Metallica - ...And Justice for All4) The Doors - Strange Days5) Weezer - Pinkerton Current Mood: pensiveCurrent Music: Ryan Adams - Sweet Carolina |
| 7:28 pm |
I Concur
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
| 6:22 pm |
So Tired...
I am so fucking tired, I can't even explain it. I got a full 8 hours last night and have been sucking down coffee left and right. On the plus side of things I got accepted to work on cast for the Rocky Horror Picture show. It sucks that I have to start out on props, but hey, you gotta start somewhere right. Stacy's isn't so bad anymore because we have a full time day manager who actually likes me and the work I do. So that's cool. ... Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Steve Earl |
| Friday, March 25th, 2005 |
| 9:50 pm |
Emily.
Emily. Oh where do I begin. I met Emily when Davi asked me to cover for him at a forum at the Unitarian Universaslit Church Of Arlington. My first reaction to meeting her was: "Wow, she's attractive". I got to know her better when I joined the youth group at UUCA. We've been friends for three years now and I don't see us ever having a(nother) fallout. We've had our ups and downs but she rocks> Emily goes to Oberlin College. She sings. She acts. And she is awesome Current Mood: pensiveCurrent Music: Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out |
| 4:57 pm |
SAMO SAMO SAMO SOMA SOMA SOAM MOAS SAMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really can't tell you when I met the fool known as Sam. I've known him for so long. He is one of my closest friends as well as one of the longest running ones. We most likely met when I moved back to the Northeren Virginia area. He's tall. Has curly hair. Has a dog with curly hair. And a brother with not so curly hair. Sam is currently a sophmore at the College of Wooster. He sings. He acts. He does tech work And He is in a frat Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Nickelback - Never Again |
| Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 |
| 10:30 pm |
Starting with the easy ones
Matt. I met Matt one night in the fall at Dinner Two. Matt works (or did work, I'm not sure about that) at at a video store in Mclean Matt has a girlfriend. I met Matt through Mikey B. I don't know a whole lot about Matt. Which is why this is so short. |
| 2:54 pm |
Comment to this entry with your name and I'll write a post about you. |
| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 |
| 11:13 pm |
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| 3:12 pm |
In the past few days I have bought these cds Stray Cats - Live And In The StudioThe Pogues - Rum, Sodomy, and The Lash and Peace and LoveSteve Earle - Ain't Never SatsifiedOld 97's - Satellite RidesAm very pleased with all |
| Thursday, February 24th, 2005 |
| 5:55 am |
I'm starting to think Dan was right. |
| Tuesday, February 1st, 2005 |
| 3:50 pm |
every time i hear this song, i just laugh Current Music: Fatboy Slim - Fatboy Slim is Fucking in Heaven |
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| Monday, January 24th, 2005 |
| 7:35 pm |
The other day, while hanging out with Becky and Rose just bullshitting. We came up with the idea of a hip hop musical. And I think I'm going to start writing this one. Anyone want to help |
| Friday, January 21st, 2005 |
| 7:40 pm |
I think I drink too much coffee, I've had seven cups since three o'clock, and I'm about to go get my eigth Current Mood: blankCurrent Music: P.L.U.R. |
| Thursday, January 20th, 2005 |
| 8:00 pm |
P.S.A
To whom it may concern. For the past few days I have been in a weird mood. I haven't wanted to leave the house except for errands and work. And now I am out to use the internet. I've been sick and I'm not avoiding anyone in particular, just avoiding people because I have been having a social overload. Please pardon my neurotic behavior. And now some personal notes: Aimee, call me, I want to talk to you. Dan, we should talk. Let me know when's a good time for you. Rosie, I don't know if you read this, but let me know when you are back in town, I would like to talk some stuff over. That's about it. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: The Cranberries - Zombie |
| 7:39 pm |
I had to
Reply to this post and... 1. I will tell you what song reminds me of you. 2. I will tell you what celebrity/public/fictional person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise. 3. I will give you one word that I associate with you when I think of you. 4. I will tell you what colors I associate with you. Then steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Modest Mouse - Long Distance Drunk |
| Wednesday, January 19th, 2005 |
| 4:56 pm |
Does anyone want to write me a guest bio |
| Saturday, January 8th, 2005 |
| 4:49 pm |
I'm tired
I'm tired. I'm just bone tired. It's not from work. I don't think. Although we did have a hard night yesterday. I'm done. Can't think of anything to say Current Mood: blank |
| Sunday, October 17th, 2004 |
| 3:19 pm |
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| Friday, October 8th, 2004 |
| 6:57 pm |
I bought a pair of headphones today from Best Buy, and I'm pleased. There made by Sony and were cheap. They work and still allowe me to hear. So I'm content. In other news, I gave David, my manager at the Coffee Shop I work at, my two weeks notice yesterday. Common Grounds, the coffee shop, is being sold and I don't think I want to work for the new owner, so I'm gone. I've already gotten a new job at another coffee shop in the area. For those of you in the Northern Viginia area it's Stacy's Coffee in Falls Church. Right above the CD Cellar. Um, yeah. I've got more to write, but not enough time as I am working in five minutes. But yeah. If anyone would like Gmail, I have plenty of invite codes. So let me know. I got invited to be part of Comic's Open Mike Night next week. What do you ya'll think? Yes or no. Never done it before but been told I should. Scarlet, any advice? Current Mood: BlankCurrent Music: BraveHeart (ent. techno remix) - Main theme |
| 6:29 pm |
Just Felt Like It Bands // Song Titles | Created by BourdiezFreak and taken 12004 times on bzoink! | | Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: | Ryan Adams | | Are you female or male: | Boys | | Describe yourself: | Afraid Not Scared | | How do some people feel about you: | You Will Always be the Same | | How do you feel about yourself: | Sweet Black Magic | | Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: | Nobody Girl | | Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: | Hallelujah | | Describe where you want to be: | Oh, My Sweet Carolina | | Describe what you want to be: | To Be the One one | | Describe how you live: | Somehow, Someday | | Describe how you love: | Touch, Feel, Lose | | Share a few words of wisdom: | Note To Self: Don't Die | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
Current Mood: blankCurrent Music: Rocky Horror Picture Show - I can make you a man |
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| Friday, September 3rd, 2004 |
| 10:14 pm |
So appearantly a female called my house tonight, twice, and I don't know who. Do you you? |
| 4:47 pm |
Logs, before I start up again
1. Rose - 202KB 2. Julia - 171KB 3. Kelsey - 171KB 4. Mary Kate - 148KB 5. Dawson - 99KB 6. Danielle - 71KB 7. Craig - 59KB 8. Dan - 55KB 9. Diana - 53KB 10. Liz B - 49KB |
| Monday, August 23rd, 2004 |
| 12:26 pm |
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| Saturday, August 14th, 2004 |
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| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004 |
| 1:28 pm |
One of my many, many pet peeves
Cryptic Away Messages. What the fuck? Now before I go into this let me clarify; Yes, I have used Cryptic Away Messages before. No, I do not use them anymore. Now that I have stated how hypocritcal this may sound, do not rub it in my face. Thank you and now I will proceed with my bitching. Why? Why do people put these Cryptic Away Messages (CAM)? What purpose does it serve to right down the lyrics to song, or put some funny quoute? Now the expception is when the lyrics or quote are followed by a describtion as to where you are or if the lyrics tell where you are: Examples: "I like my cigar, but I take it out every now and again" Over at Dawson's Be back Later or "Young man, there's a place you can go. I said, young man, when you're short on your dough. You can stay there, and I'm sure you will find Many ways to have a good time. It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a. It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a." Both of those tell where you are. Yes with the second one you have tho think about it just a little a bit. But will that honestly hurt anyone. I don't understand the point in using things like this: "Said you didn't love me, it was right on time, I was just about to tell you but ok alright Said you didn't love me, didn't want a thing, English girls can be so mean" As away messages. It doesn't tell me where you are, how long you will be gone and if it is worth it for me to sit around a while and wait. I check away messages so I know where people are, and I can only assume that other people do it for the same reasons. So why do you insist on putting up these CAMs. Is it meant to be funny? Because it isn't, it's annoying. Like using the sound of a chicken clucking as the ring for your cell phone. The first few times it's entertaing and amusing, but after a while you just want to break the damn thing. End Rant Current Mood: blah |
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 |
| 7:09 pm |
Current Music: The Darkness - I Belive In A Thing Called Love |
| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004 |
| 10:07 pm |
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004 |
| 2:46 pm |
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| 2:41 pm |
Credit is to due jackconstantine The Orginal Post Can be Found HereAn Announcement! To whom it may concern: Back in the day, I had a blog over at Open Diary. I eventually switched to LJ because LJ has a much richer feature set, but every so now and then there are little things I miss from OD. The biggest thing though (and the point of this entry) is that at OD, you could leave blank comments. Not only could you, but people did with a high frequency - a blank comment had come to symbolize that someone had read the entry, and wanted it to be known that they had read the entry, but had nothing of any particular relevance to say. I'm mentioning all this because I ran into a situation last night where I wanted to leave a blank comment, and yet again lamented LJs shortcomings in that particular department. I realized, however, that I could leave a comment with just a . in it, and LJ would let that slide (I've tried with just about every other non-alphanumeric character, and it tends not to like those so much, or I feel like it doesn't provide the same feel as a blank comment). So I'm hereby making an announcement: A comment containing only a . henceforth is meant to represent that I have read your entry, and all that entails, and have nothing I feel is appropriate to say, but I wanted to let you know I had read the entry. Thank you. Current Mood: hungryCurrent Music: None |
| Friday, July 16th, 2004 |
| 7:19 pm |
Because this is one of my favorite memes
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. I promise not to track IPs, of course. Current Music: Amanda Noa - Porn |
| Monday, May 3rd, 2004 |
| 2:44 pm |
| Abortion?: | Against it personally, but it i a woman's choice | | Death Penalty?: | Against it, death should not come by the hands of the government as a penalty. Rehabiltation is the key. | | Prostitution?: | It has it's place. Rather indifferent. | | Alcohol?: | Drinking age should be 18. It should not be treated as a taboo | | Marijuana?: | Lealize it. The money earned would help the government so much | | Other drugs?: | Can't say | | Gay marriage?: | Seperation of church and state. The government cannot define what a marriage is. Churchs can choose who they wish the marry. | | Illegal immigrants?: | We should control the amount of illegal immigrants coming in while allowing more visas and green cards | | Smoking?: | No reason not to have it legal. Our country was founded on it | | Drunk driving?: | Flog 'em. That will teach them. No matter what happened, if you are caught driving drunk you should get five year mininum. | | Cloning?: | Can't say. | | Racism?: | Has no place in society today. | | Premarital sex?: | Seperation of church and state. | | Religion?: | It has it's place. That place is not in the government. But it has it's place | | The war in Iraq?: | We have no right to be there. | | Bush?: | Boy King. Don't like him regardless of politics. | | Downloading music?: | No opinion | | The legal drinking age?: | 18 | | Porn?: | Freedom of Speech | | Suicide?: | Depends. | What is your stand on..... brought to you by BZOINK! |
| Thursday, April 22nd, 2004 |
| 2:51 pm |
 | You Are Sam From "Benny & Joon."
You are very talented at physical comedy. People are in awe of your abilities. However, you have many quirks which can either win people over or completely annoy them. But you're a sweetheart through and through, and it's hard not to love you. |
Take The Johnny Depp Quiz! |